Sunday, January 13, 2013

Week 2 (I Apologize)

Dear World,

I haven't been writing here, and I apologize.  I have been getting caught up with schoolwork and whatnot, so, once again, I apologize.  Once finals week is over, I will be reporting back my experience in Youth and Government (I will explain what that is when the time comes), and I will hopefully accomplish something like make a couple of new friends or something.  It's late, and I'm tired so I must rest and continue studying after hours of laborious cleaning of my room.  (Sorry for the very lame and overdue post... Please don't kill me!)

Love,
Akemi

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Day 3, Is Martin Freeman Racist?

Dear World,

     For the past couple of weeks, I have been watching - and re-watching - Sherlock from the BBC.  When it comes to my obsessions, I tend to immerse myself in it for a week or two and move on two a new one, though each obsession that I have stays with me, whether I like it or not ... except for Twilight ... *shiver*.  Sometimes the obsession leaks onto the actors that portray them, sometimes not.  However, this is one of those times where the obsession leaked onto the actor, thus beginning my adoration of Martin Freeman.  


     Don't get me wrong, I love Benedict Cumberbatch, especially as Sherlock - my aesthetic crushes tend to focus on the voice.  He seems like a nice, tall, charming, thirty-something, and I would, indeed, fangirl all over the place if I ever got the opportunity to meet the guy.  Yet, for some reason, I suddenly became absolutely fascinated by Martin Freeman, the actor who portrays John Watson in Sherlock.  
     Martin Freeman first broke through in the industry as Tim Canterbury from The Office (the original, not the American version), and soon was featured in quite a few shows and films afterwards, a few being Love Actually as John, Sherlock as John Watson (coincidence?), and The Hobbit as Bilbo Baggins which is coming out on December 13 here in the States.  As I was creepily searching him on Google - and completed my fangirling from discovering his past and future roles - I stumbled upon a blogger who ranted about how the person despised Freeman for saying "the 'n' word" and another accusing him of being racist.


     Baffled from my findings, I searched for this article in which many of the blogs referred to in their claims.  The Daily Mail can be such a little bugger sometimes, as they had a poorly written article accompanied with the implication that Freeman is being antagonized by the reporter.  The reason why people claim that he is racist is because of this quote directly from the article: 
"'Multiculturalism hasn't and doesn't help, because rightly or wrongly it polarises people so much,'"

     I freaked out.


     I had no idea what multiculturalism meant so I just started to panic, thinking that the blogs were all right and I was respecting some racist person form across the pond!  Then, I cooled down and searched what multiculturalism actually meant.  According to the online Oxford Dictionary, multiculturalism is "of, relating to, or constituting several cultural or ethnic groups within a society".

     I freaked out (again).


     "Holy crap, this guy is actually racist!  This NOT good!  Mayday, mayday!  Akemi just fangirled over a racist!" I thought to myself.   Once again, I calmed down and thought rationally about the situation.  I decided to actually finish reading the article and found this lovely quote from Freeman right after the one that almost gave me a heart attack at sixteen:
"'Racism is one thing ? and I don't agree with that in any form ? but noticing that there are differences is normal and fine and to be encouraged.'"


     I sighed with relief as I read that to myself.  Then what little of my rational and logical part of my brain began to think those quotes through.  I suddenly realized why Freeman dislikes multiculturalism - it's not because he personally hated a specific ethnic group, but because certain ethnic groups hate other certain ethnic groups.  After all, a little thing called nationalism was a major part of the beginning of World War I.  Although I do agree that multiculturalism does segregate people culturally and antagonize one another, I believe that, when used for the greater good, it could allow us to learn about one another and understand each other's beliefs a little bit better. 
     I also heard bloggers hate on Freeman due to him saying "the 'n' word", and that also derives from this article; however, him saying "the 'n' word" was completely in context, as shown here:

"I really liked hip-hop until the gangsta rap took over. I come from a time when not every rap record was 'nigga' this and 'nigga' that; an earlier socially and morally conscious hip-hop sensibility, when it was, 'Don't call people nigga'."

"But now it's nigga, nigga, nigga, and it's not funny or interesting politically, artistically or socially. I really don't like it."

     See? It's completely in context (why the interviewer was asking about his music taste and suddenly jumped to commentary about today's youth, I have no idea).  I completely agree with him about rappers saying "nigga" in songs to sound more bad-ass.  It's absolutely unnecessary in most - if not all - cases in the lyrics and does nothing for it.  I also saluted him for saying this:

"These days, kids avoid stuff because it's old, but why?" he asks. "When I speak to people about music and they say, 'I don't know about that; it was a bit before my time", it really angers me.

and this:

"The one thing I've found is that someone always knows more than you do, including your babies. There are loads of things people presume I know about that I don't."

and this:

"The great thing about getting older is that you learn not to care about being cool. I'm happy with who I am, I know what I like and I can't see myself changing? not for a little while, at least."

and especially this:

"But no one is out. It's not so bad here, but in Hollywood ? Jesus Christ. Why don't they just admit it? No one cares if they're gay or not. I certainly don't.
In this so-called liberal industry, no one has the guts to come out because of "the box office", but someone has to be the first in the firing line.
"Without the suffragettes a lot of women would have thought, 'Why should we have the vote?' And I think that the same argument exists today. People should stand up and be counted."

     It's a bit forceful, but it still urges those who are comfortable with their sexuality to come out and prove that a gay actor is just as good as a straight one.


     It wasn't until later that I actually looked at the source which was the Daily Mail.  I'm sure that there are some people out there who read that newspaper, but that specific article in relation to Freeman was just... I don't even know where to begin.  It goes from this:

"Politely, I comment on his lovely house and the tranquillity that surrounds it."

to this:

"Indeed, on the day of Live's shoot we dithered for half an hour as he decided how long his trousers should be, returning to the ironing board twice so the bottoms, in keeping with the suit's immaculate Sixties styling, would fall in exactly the right place."

to this:

"Freeman, a pescatarian (he eats fish but not meat) who rarely uses computers, doesn't drive a car and has his scripts sent to him by post rather than emailed, is resolutely individual.

He hates pubs and doesn't feel the need to attend premiere parties or London clubs."

     
     Then I remembered who ran the newspaper originally... it was run by this jackhole right here.  Not to say that he directly hired the reporter who wrote that awkward article, but keeping mind that this dude also had FOX News, as well as, The Daily Mail under his belt, I wasn't that surprised to see such an... interesting article on that site.
     Not to say that being conservative and being a bad writer are linked, I'm just saying that as a very liberal person, conservative views are confusing enough to me as it is it might just be that I'm personally just reading the whole thing wrong.  Please note that I respect those who hold on to their opinions, even if I don't agree with them, just don't rub them in my face obnoxiously and assume I'll take your stance just because you think that it's right.
     Getting back to Freeman, even after reading that dreadful article, I still believe that he is someone I look up to as an artist (of acting) and as a person in general.  Please note that I have never met him - yet -, this is all just presumption from what I have seen him do on screen and through various interviews.  Martin Freeman seems like a wonderful man that I would love to meet, as I would agree with most of his views and basically squeal whenever he's on screen.  That is why you will not want to be sitting next to me in the theater when The Hobbit premiers, as I will be squirming and squealing in my seat every time that Bilbo will be on screen.  Keeping in mind that Bilbo Haggins is the main protagonist in the movie, my voice will probably be hoarse by the end of the film.  Hopefully, when I get to meet him, I will be able to assure him that though he's on the short side, only being 5'6", he still towers over people such as myelf (I'm 5'1 1/2").  Thank you, Mr. Freeman, for your fantastic performances as various characters whether they be the humble nice guy like Tim Canterbury or the lonely soldier like John Watson.
     On that note, I will leave you all with these lovely gifs going with the theme of Martin Freeman (and Sherlock)

Love, 
Akemi

PS I apologize for my inner fangirl coming out in this post more than I expected.  Back to your normal programming in the next post (or not if you people like reading blogs about fangirls).















I'm sorry, I'll stop.  ;-;

Day 2, Spirit Day 2012

Dear World,  

"A rose by any other name would smell as sweet."

     Although I'm no expert in Shakespearean plays, I'm sure many of you have heard of this modernized quote from Shakespeare's play Romeo and Juliet.  Personally, I believe this quote stands true in love, whether it be between man and woman, man and man, or woman and woman, it doesn't matter.  All that matters is if the two people honestly and thoroughly love and care for each other.
     I'm not an expert on love, but I know this much- when it comes to love, what matters is what is in the heart and mind, not what is between the legs.  If you have ever been in love (or thought you were in love like me) you should know that when you find someone that you want to hold close to you and cherish for a long time, it's not a feeling that you can necessarily pick and choose who to find that with.  For some people, it will be with a man, others it will be a woman.  Whatever the case, love is a universal feeling - or a psychological drive to be with someone so to speak - that you cannot control.
     But today isn't about where you stand on the political issue of LGBT rights, it's about the youth who are bullied because of it.  According to this article, gay and lesbian adolescents are two to three times more likely to commit suicide than their straight counterparts.  How can anyone stand idly by when around 30 percent of all suicides have been linked to a sexual identity crisis!?  Anyone and everyone deserves to feel safe in being who they are, especially in school, I should know.  High school students are ruthless against those who seem to weird or too ugly or too anything for their tastes.  LGBT teens have reported being five times more likely to miss school due to not feeling safe after being bullied for their orientation, and approximately 28 percent of those students drop out of school entirely.  Schools are meant to educate youth, to enlighten us, not to make us fear for our well being due to who we are.  No matter your political view on LGBT rights, everyone should agree that no one deserves being bullied out of their education - or their lives - just for expressing who they are.
     In 2010, Spirit Day was founded by the Gay & Lesbian Alliance Against Defamation (GLAAD) and Brittany McMillan.  McMillan also believes that an ideal school is "a place where you can go, learn, have fun and make friends without being afraid of being hurt mentally or physically".  She also condones the term "gay" being used in a derogatory way.  Sure, someone may not intend to offend anyone, but it still hurts.  I have quite the foul mouth myself when I talk to my friends causally, but I never say "fag", "nigger", or "gay" unless I am quoting someone or something such as Huckleberry FinnTo Kill a Mockingbird, etc. or just using it as an example as I did above.  If I really wanted to say ass, cock, cunt, or twat, I would.  Some women may think that words such as "cunt" and "twat" are offensive and derogatory towards women, but, to me, they just mean a woman's genitals and nothing more.
     On that strange note, I will leave with a quote from Brittany McMillan about her long term goals for Spirit Day: "At the end of the day, I want Spirit Day to make just one person feel a little bit better about his or her self, to feel safe enough in their own skin to be proud of who they are. And even if it only stops one person from ending their life, that will be enough."

Love,
Akemi

PS I know that this post is a day late for Spirit Day, but I was very busy yesterday and couldn't finish until now.  I apologize for the inconvenience.

Friday, October 19, 2012

Day 1, The Beginning

Dear World,

     I've told myself time and time again that I should sit down force myself to write.  Although I'm no writer, I do have many things to say (that are beyond overused song lyrics and iPhone wallpapers).  Throughout my years as an adolescent, I've attempted to start a blog, a YouTube, an anything that I could use to try and make my mark on the world.  However, it's never quite worked out like that.  Time and time again I would spend more time thinking up a name rather than what work to put to that name.  I'm not sure how people start these sorts of things, nor do I know how to write all that eloquently.  I suppose that this, along with my AP teachers, will teach me how to write fluffy and informative articles.

     **Please note that I don't care if you do not like this blog unless you have something to say that will help me improve.  The beauty about the internet is that you can leave a page if you don't like it.**

     My name is Akemi Nakaki, if you couldn't tell from my profile name.  I live in Southern California and I'm a high school student.  However, don't expect me to be a complete "valley girl" or anything, I've always tried to stay away from having a complete valley girl voice (though I admit I can do a pretty good "valley girl" accent).  I also don't listen to the radio; I tend to find out about music through either my father who works at a music company or random fanmade videos of various shows that I fan-girl over.

     Though I'm an avid anime fan, I treat anime as if it were a live-action movie or television show simply because I believe it to have certain elements that kid cartoons do not.  When I graduate from high school, I aspire to study computer sciences and graphic art at a nice college in Chicago such as U of C or U of I in Chicago and minor in Fine Arts.  (Why Chicago?  I'll save my ode to Chicago for another day.)

     I guess that's enough for tonight.  See you soon and have a wonderful day!

Love, 
Akemi